Letting Go

I wrestled the night and lost.

It just seemed like I could not settle my mind down after taking Bobby to the airport yesterday and thinking about all evening. Even after I did sleep, I woke up early thinking about him on the streets of London and I wondered how he was.

I remember being that way when Buzz left and then when Ben left. Buzz to San Francisco and Ben to New York. Now Bobby has gone to London. It's hard to not be able to be there to help, even if he does not need it.

After my third cup of coffee today, I vowed I would not worry about him and let providence indeed take over on this, his adventure.

Letting it go.