Saturday, December 30, 2006

A Snowy, Colorado (and Friendly) Christmas


As a symbol and sign of our very snowy Christmas, I post this photo of the wreath that I hung this year. I cannot recall when there was more snow than this Christmas.

It was interesting in our neighborhood. People actually talked to each other. If nothing else, there was Christmas cheer and people chatting over their snow shovels during the numerous shoveling episodes of the last two weeks.

We all had to stay home and we all weathered the storm together in our homes and in our neighborhoods.

It was truly Merry Christmas...whether we liked it or not.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Blizzard of 2006-Denver















The snow outside my house. Getting pretty deep here. I've actually cleared the walks five times and we are expecting 12-15 inches more tonight.

The blizzard of 2006 in Colorado.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Christmas Shopping

I really, really struggle with Christmas shopping. My brain strains about what to get everybody and I worry that it will not please them. I think what we ought to do is to establish a perpetual present that we just exchange with each other every Christmas. It wouldn't matter what it was...maybe a figurine or something of trivial value. I think it simplify Christmas shopping and take away false expectations and fear of failing to get the right present. It might serve to emphasize the real purpose of Christmas and it's real Christian meaning.

Wilco, Surgery

Mr. Wilco, the family dachshund, had to have surgery today. My heart broke seeing him go into surgery. Such a little guy with a sad face. We couldn't do without him.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Minor Recognition

I will be going to DC next week and receiving an award for some work that I did in my current position. I have to admit that I was surprised to get any recognition, because there have been projects that were more important in my mind over the last five years that I should have gotten some accolades. I couldn't help think that it has been a long time coming, but I am grateful for any tidbit of appreciation of my work. It's at least a nod that I contributed something.

I hope this doesn't sound ungrateful, because I am.

Wilco, The "Wonder Dog" is on the mend.

Wilco, the wonderful weiner and family dachshund, who you know from a previous post, had a bout with his back and was lame in his back legs. It was heart breaking to watch him try to go across the floor before Thanksgiving. However, I am pleased see the results of taking anti-flammation medication (a steroid). While he stills has some stiffness and he has some trouble with walking on wood floors. He slips on his back legs, but I am hopefully he will fully recover his former agility. Stay tune for more updates on his come back.

Elementary Body Language?

"By a man's fingernails, by his coat-sleeve, by his boots, by his trouser-knee, by the calluses of his forefinger and thumb, by his expression, by his shirt-cuffs, by his movements---by each of these things a man's calling is plainly revealed. That all united should fail to enlighten the competent enquirer in any case is almost inconceivable. "

Sherlock Holmes, 1892

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Making Decisions - Leaving Behind Alternatives


It's very rare that I have the opportunity to contemplate a new position. Last week, I was recently presented with two job offers that were both very attractive. There was a time in my life that I would have jumped, but this time, I sat back and I meditated on my current job instead...turning over the pros and cons of the current position that I am in. It took awhile, but my current job actually won out over the other two offers. So I turned them both down.

It made me wonder why I was really seeking a new position. I guess that, only time will tell whether my current job will prove out as the right decision. I can't help think what might have been had I changed from my present position, but when you make a decision you have to let all the other alternatives go and live with the consequences.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Sherlock Holmes-Why I admire him.


I was in Washington DC a couple of weeks ago and shopping for cheap books to consume on the plane home. In rummaging through the discounted discount books, I ran across the "Classic Adventures of Sherlock Holmes" for less than $2.00 and being a sucker for books on sale, I bought it for pocket change, put it in my briefcase and thereafter forgot about it until I stopped for coffee before work the other day and looked for something else than the newspaper to read.

I opened the first page of my dime store literature and stumbled over the formalized style of the author, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, which one becomes accustomed after a few paragraphs.

"The Red Headed League", "A Case of Identity", "The Boscombe Valley Mystery", "The Beryl Coronet" and the list goes on Sherlock's keen deductions and odd methods of crime detection.

Sherlock is a detective, who confounds police orthrodoxy and provides "out of the box" thinking. He is brilliant. He challenges the norm and looks to the finite things that speak volumes to those that read them. Sherlock reads the person, the situation, the environment, the circumstances to hear the story of how it all happened or could have happened. Who else but, Sherlock would write a mongraph about tobacco ashes and residues as a method of crime detection. He has utter disgust for the mundane, but finds that God is in the details.

But I also see a humanistic side to him, that he is not just a genius, but a man who respects honour, who protects the reputation of his clients, their families and is a patriot that protect his country from escalating into journalistic rampages of scandal. Anybody like that today?

That's why I admire him. But alas, I can only hope to be like Watson, one who follow his exploits as an observer. Both Watson and I want to be like him, but we can only be his friend.

Thursday, March 02, 2006



It's funny how certain milestones make you reflect fondly on the past. My son, Bobby, turned 18 years of age this week and I felt a certain sadness that I had crossed a stage of life and will never experience it again in the same way.

I have three great boys, now men, and what pleasure it was to see them all grow up. They are all so talented and fine men. I love them dearly.

Pardon this reflection. I apologize to the boys for the posting of their pictures on my blog, but I wanted to take one more look at the joy I experienced.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

A Prisoner's Dante's Inferno












While going through the archives of Project Gutenberg, I came across THE TWIN HELLS BY JOHN N. REYNOLDS. Mr. Reynolds was a prisoner sentenced to Leavenworth, Kansas Penitentiary about circa 1887 and spent his term recording the lives of the prisoners at that institution and published this very interesting account of a prisoner's life after death experience. It reads like Dante's Inferno. Enough to make you dread any eternal journey like this prisoner's. Normally, you read about the "light at the end of the tunnel" experience and that there is good waiting for all. This is totally frightening.

"FORTY-EIGHT HOURS IN HELL

One of the most interesting cases of resuscitation that ever came to my knowledge was that of George Lennox, a notorious horse-thief of Jefferson County. He was serving his second term. Sedgwick County sent him to the prison, the first time for a similar offense--stealing horses.

During the winter of 1887 and 1888, he worked in the coal mines. The place where he was laboring seemed dangerous to him. He reported the fact to the officer in charge, who made an examination, and deciding that the room was safe, ordered Lennox back to his work. The convict, obeying, had not continued his work more than an hour, when the roof fell in and completely buried him. He remained in this condition fully two hours. Missed at dinner-time, a search was instituted for the absent convict, and he was found under this heap of rubbish. Life seemed extinct. He was taken to the top, and on examination by the prison physician was pronounced dead. His remains were carried to the hospital, where he was washed and dressed preparatory for interment. His coffin was made and brought into the hospital. The chaplain had arrived to perform the last sad rites prior to burial. A couple of prisoners were ordered by the hospital steward to lift the corpse from the boards and carry it across the room and place it in the coffin. They obeyed, one at the head and the other at the feet, and were about half way across the room when the one who was at the head accidentally stumbled over a cuspidor, lost his balance, and dropped the corpse. The head of the dead man struck the floor, and to the utter surprise and astonishment of all present, a deep groan was heard. Soon the eyes opened, and other appearances of life were manifested. The physician was immediately sent for, and by the time he arrived, some thirty minutes, the dead man had called for a cup of water, and was in the act of drinking when the physician arrived. The coffin was at once removed, and later on was used to bury another convict in. His burial robes were also taken from him, and the prison garb substituted. On an examination he was found to have one of his legs broken in two places, and was otherwise bruised. He remained in the hospital some six months, and again went to work. I learned of his peculiar experience while apparently dead, soon after, from a fellow miner. Prompted by curiousity, I longed for an acquaintance with Lennox to get his experience from his own lips. This opportunity was not offered for several months. At last it came. After being removed from the mines I was detailed to one of the prison offices to make out some annual reports. The subject of this man's return to life was being discussed one day, when he happened to pass by the office door and was pointed out to me. It was not long until I had a note in his hand, and asked him to come where I was at work. He did so, and here I got well acquainted with him, and from his own lips received his wonderful story. He is a young man, probably not over thirty years of age. He is not a hardened criminal; is possessed of a very good education, and naturally very bright.

The most wonderful part of his history was that during the time he was dead. Being a short-hand reporter I took his story from his dictation. Said he: "I had a presentiment all the morning that something terrible was going to happen. I was so uneasy on account of my feelings that I went to my mining boss, Mr. Grason, and told him how I felt, and asked him if he would not come and examine my 'coal room,' the place where I was digging coal. He came, and seemed to make a thorough examination, and ordered me back to work, saying, there was no danger, and that he thought I was going 'cranky.' I returned to my work, and had been digging away for something like an hour, when, all of a sudden, it grew very dark. Then it seemed as if a great iron door swung open, and I passed through it. The thought then came to my mind that I was dead and in another world. I could see no one, nor hear sound of any kind. From some cause unknown to myself, I started to move away from the doorway, and had traveled some distance when I came to the banks of a broad river. It was not dark, neither was it light. There was about as much light as on a bright star-lit night. I had not remained on the bank of this river very long until I could hear the sound of oars in the water, and soon a person in a boat rowed up to where I was standing. I was speechless. He looked at me for a moment, and then said that he had come for me, and told me to get into the boat and row across to the other side. I obeyed. Not a word was spoken. I longed to ask him who he was, and where I was. My tongue seemed to cling to the roof of my mouth. I could not say a word. Finally, we reached the opposite shore. I got out of the boat, and the boatman vanished out of sight. Thus left alone, I knew not what to do. Looking out before me, I saw two roads which led through a dark valley. One of these was abroad road, and seemed to be well traveled. The other was a narrow path that led off in another direction. I instinctively followed the well beaten road. I had not gone far when it seemed to grow darker. Ever and anon, however, a light would flash up from the distance, and in this manner I was lighted on my journey. Presently I was met by a being that it is utterly impossible for me to describe. I can only give you a faint idea of his dreadful appearance. He resembled a man somewhat, but much larger than any human being I ever saw. He must have been at least ten feet high. He had great wings on his back. He was black as the coal I had been digging, and in a perfectly nude condition. He had a large spear in his hand, the handle of which must have been fully fifteen feet in length. His eyes shone like balls of fire. His teeth, white as pearl, seemed fully an inch long. His nose, if you could call it a nose, was very large, broad and flat. His hair was very coarse, heavy and long. It hung down on his massive shoulders. His voice sounded more like the growls of a lion in a menagerie than anything I can recall. It was during one of these flashes of light that I first saw him. I trembled like an aspen leaf at the sight. He had his spear raised as if to send it flying through me. I suddenly stopped. With that terrible voice I seem to hear yet, he bade me follow him; that he had been sent to guide me on my journey. I followed. What else could I do? After he had gone some distance a huge mountain appeared to rise up before us. The part facing us seemed perpendicular, just as if a mountain had been cut in two and one part had been taken away. On this perpendicular wall I could distinctly see these words, 'This is Hell.' My guide approached this perpendicular wall, and with his spear-handle gave three loud raps. A large massive door swung back and we passed in. I was then conducted on through what appeared to be a passage through this mountain. For some time we traveled in Egyptian darkness. I could hear the heavy footfalls of my guide, and thus could follow him. All along the way I could hear deep groans, as of some one dying. Further on, these groans increased, and I could distinctly hear the cry for water, water, water. Coming now to another gateway, and, passing through, I could hear, it seemed, a million voices in the distance, and the cry was for water, water. Presently another large door opened at the knock of my guide, and I found that we had passed through the mountain, and now a broad plain layout before me. At this place my guide left me to direct other lost spirits to the same destination. I remained in this open plain for a time, when a being somewhat similar to the first one came to me; but, instead of a spear, he had a huge sword. He came to tell me of my future doom. He spoke with a voice that struck terror to my soul. 'Thou art in hell,' said he; 'for thee all hope is fled. As thou passed through the mountain on thy journey hither, thou didst hear the groans and shrieks of the lost as they called for water to cool their parched tongues. Along that passage there is a door that opens into the lake of fire. This is soon to be thy doom. Before thou art conducted to this place of torment never more to emerge--for there is no hope for those who enter there--thou shalt be permitted to remain in this open plain, where it is granted to all the lost to behold what they might have enjoyed, instead of what they must suffer.' With this I was left alone. Whether the result of the terrible fright through which I had passed I know not, but now I became stupified. A dull languor took fall possession of my frame. My strength departed from me. My limbs longer refused to support my body. Overcome, I now sank down a helpless mass. Drowsiness now took control of me. Half awake, half asleep, I seemed to dream. Far above me and in the distance I saw the beautiful city of which we read in the Bible. How wonderfully beautiful were its walls of jasper. Stretching out and away in the distance I saw vast plains covered with beautiful flowers. I, too, beheld the river of life and the sea of glass. Vast multitudes of angels would pass in and out through the gates of the city, singing, oh, such beautiful songs. Among the number I saw my dear old mother, who died a few years ago of a broken heart because of my wickedness. She looked toward me, and seemed to beckon me to her but I could not move. There appeared to be a great weight upon me that held me down. Now a gentle breeze wafted the fragrance of those lovely flowers to me, and I could now, more plainly than ever, hear the sweet melody of angel voices, and I said, oh, that I could be one of them. As I was drinking from this cup of bliss it was suddenly dashed from my lips. I was aroused from my slumbers. I was brought back from happy dreamland by an inmate of my dark abode, who said to me that it was now time to enter upon my future career. He bade me follow him. Retracing my steps I again entered the dark passage way, and followed my guide for a time, when we came to a door that opened in the side of the passage, and, going along this, we finally found ourselves passing through another door, and lo! I beheld the lake of fire. Just before me I could see, as far as the eye could reach, that literal lake of fire and brimstone. Huge billows of fire would roll over each other, and great waves of fiery flame would dash against each other and leap high in the air like the waves of the sea during a violent storm. On the crest of these waves I could see human beings rise, but soon to be carried down again to the lowest depth of this awful lake of fire. When borne on the crest, of these awful billows for a time their curses against a just God would be appalling, and their pitiful cries for water would be heartrending. This vast region of fire echoed and re-echoed with the wails of these lost spirits. Presently I turned my eyes to the door through which I had a few moments before entered, and I read these awful words: 'This is thy doom; Eternity never ends.' Shortly I began to feel the earth give way beneath my feet, and I soon found myself sinking down into the lake of fire. An indescribable thirst for water now seized upon me. And calling for water, my eyes opened in the prison hospital.

"I have never told this experience of mine before, for fear the prison officials would get hold of it, think me insane, and lock me up in the crank-house. I passed through all this, and I am as well satisfied as I am that I live, that there is a Heaven and there is a Hell, and a regular old-fashioned Hell, the kind the Bible tells about. But there is one thing certain, I am never going to that place any more. As soon as I opened my eyes in the hospital, and I found that I was alive and on earth once more, I immediately gave my heart to God, and I am going to live and die a Christian. While the terrible sights of Hell can never be banished from my memory, neither can the beautiful things of Heaven I saw. I am going to meet my dear old mother after awhile. To be permitted to sit down on the banks of that beautiful river, to wander with those angels across the plains, through the vales and over the hills carpeted with fragrant flowers, the beauty of which far surpasses anything that mortal can imagine; to listen to the songs of the saved--all this will more than compensate me for living the life of a Christian here on earth, even if I have to forego many sensual pleasures in which I indulged before coming to this prison. I have abandoned my companions in crime, and am going to associate with good people when I am once more a free man."


Sunday, February 05, 2006

A Shot of the Setting Sun From My Office


After a long week at work and a late Friday afternoon, I was treated to an inspiring sunset. I happened to have my camera and took this photo from my office window in downtown Denver and I thought I would share it.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Dunking Dachshund





One of the joys of having a pet is caring for it's needs. My dog's name is Wilco and though it is somewhat trite, I am posting a "moment of joy" after a very much needed bath (the dog not me). The pictures were taken with the new camera I got for Christmas. It shows a rather unflattering picture of the author and his noble beast at moment of completed cleanliness.